February 2012
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No one should ever have to get used to feeling not...
Repeat after me: I am good enough.
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People who talk about others' sex life and...
fuck you. There’s just no nice or poetic way to say it. I mean, what makes you think that someone’s private life is any of your concern? If they don’t flat out talk about it, then it’s none of your business. Stop making big deals out of what other people are and what other people do and deal with your own shit in your own life.
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My boyfriend literally set an alarm for 3:03 in the morning just so he could call me and wish me a happy birthday. Why, you ask? Because February 18th at 3:03 AM was the minute I was born 18 years ago and he is perfect.
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I hate when people make a big deal out of things...
Would it kill you to get out of my face? I’ll tell you what I want to tell you when I want to tell you it. I’m sick of the constant questionnaire. Leave me alone. (Please)
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The worst feeling is feeling someone forget about...
You can hear it in their voice. They don’t speak to you with the same tone as they used to. They go hours without answering you, when they used to be just a text message away. They don’t try anymore. Their eyes lose their liveliness. Their forehead creases over and looking down at the ground, they rub their temples when they talk to you. Their words become jumbled with things to say...
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I don’t like getting too close to the raging ocean waters. The change of climate makes me nauseous. I don’t like feeling like this. I don’t like stepping outside of my comfort zone. But for you, I will. I just hope I don’t drown before I reach you. Or worse, you’ll learn to pull yourself out and leave me stranded in the middle of the sea.
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Word of mouth travels fast.
Before you know it, everyone knows your life.
And you know what?
I’m okay with that.
You can talk about me all you want. You can create a time line of every event in my history. You can paint pictures of every scene that I endure. But your words and paintings will hold no substance, because you’ll never feel what I feel. You can’t feel my love, my happiness, my anger, or my...
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Sick sick sick
of being held back and told what to do and treated like I’m too dumb to make my own decisions. I’m in this alone. I’ve always been alone. When I make mistakes, I alone suffer the consequences. If I think the consequences are worth it or not even there, then why should you try and stop me from doing what I want? I’m tired of acting like an ungrateful brat, but I’m...
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I'm glad you love me because I love you and that means we love each other and that is stronger than you loving me or me loving you.
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I feel uneasy about the fact
that you talk about me when I’m not there, that you have conversations about my life and business, that you bring up the past. It all comes back to me. But when I’m in the same room as you, you say nothing. We’re just stone cold strangers, and you don’t even care. You can’t have it both ways. Either grow up and speak to me or stop talking about me, because I...
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Maybe if I spent more time actually talking to the people in my life instead of writing about them on tumblr, my relationships wouldn’t be nearly as problem-filled as they are.
Or maybe not.
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I just feel like a huge letdown right now.
I’ve shed my tears and yelled out pointless strings of words, and now I just feel numb. They’re right when they say that silence is the loudest scream. I can’t mutter even a whisper because I’m scared of what will happen if I do. Nothing ever comes out right. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I suck. I’m sorry.
January 2012
67 posts
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I find it funny that people talk shit on people...
He talks shit. She talks shit. I talk shit. Yes, even you talk shit. Admit it. We all do. Who cares?
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I so badly wanted you around, but you wouldn't...
I pleaded you to stay, but you wouldn’t. You didn’t want anything to do with me or my life. And now you think that you can just waltz right back in it and act like you care? No. You can’t. My life is none of your business anymore, so kindly get out of it. You’re no longer welcome here. Because things are so much better when you’re not around.
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You deserve better than this.
You deserve better than the tears and the fighting and the bullshit. You are a beautiful soul, and anyone would be lucky to have you in their life— don’t let anyone act like they’re doing you any favors by staying around. You don’t deserve to feel like this. I love you with all of my heart and I wish I could take away the hurt, but I can’t.
I think it’s time to...
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There's this undeniable spark within me.
I
am
happy
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When you've got something good, hold onto it.
It seems like a simple concept to grasp, but it’s not. We’re too absorbed in what people say and not absorbed enough in our own feelings. People are fucking great at attempting to ruin your happiness. People will sneer at you and judge you and disapprove of everything you stand for. They will cause drama, turn people against you, and pretend to be your friends. But you can’t let...
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Taylor Swift - Ours
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Sometimes I think that it's really brave to hurt...
It’s brave to go against people’s judgments and keep on shooting for the moon. People will talk about you. People will post stuff about you online. And as badly as I want to call you out on it, I won’t, because I’m better than that. I’m better than the hatred. I just want to keep the peace. But if you’re not up for it, there’s nothing I can do about it. As...
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No one said this would be easy.
You always have one of two options: fight for it, or let it go. Giving up is not an option. And giving up will never be equivalent to letting go. Never run away from the life you were given. Never take the easy way out. Hold on or move on.
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Ke$ha - Grow a Pear
I just can’t date a...
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It's true that I'd rather be happy than sad,
and I’d rather smile than cry and see passion over misfortune. Some people just bring you down, and others ask why you’re not friends with them anymore and you don’t have a thought out answer to give. Why didn’t you stick through all of the times that people needed you the most? Why did you run away when times got tough? You’re a selfish coward. And that selfish...
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I was thinking...
And just because someone is a part of you, doesn’t mean that they’re important now. The people you encounter shape the person that you are, but still, they can be let go of. You can let go of your burdens and talk about your past without it ruining your future. Don’t get too jealous when someone talks about the good times they had before you were in their life—...
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Have you ever wasted your time?
Have you ever talked something out with someone, but still seemed to get nothing accomplished? Have you ever given up; forgot but didn’t forgive? Have you ever thrown the past behind you, but it still managed to come up in the next fight?
Well, that’s not how it is with you. And I think that’s really, really special.
Moving on is a beautiful thing.
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Words are important.
We have to say the right ones at the right time. Or we think we do, anyhow. Our curiosity kills us, but we can never get ourselves to ask the question. We’re so caught up on the perfect words that we often don’t say anything at all, and I don’t know which one of those is worse. Sometimes you have to be quiet, but sometimes you have to speak up. And it’s so hard to decide...
You don't get to choose if you get hurt in this...